WARNING: The following post contains moaning, bitching, whining and general grumpiness! The author is hereby relieved of all responsibility. YOU PROCEED ON YOUR OWN ! I don't understand why nothing can go smoothly. Nothing! There always has to be something messing things up. Lately it seems that there is no way for me to get more that two days of happiness! There's just too much stress, responsibility, problems and shittyness! And why can't I ever seem to make the right choices?! Everything is just so fucked up! I can't to anything right! Three hours ago I was blissfully happy, looking forward to my vacation to start. I had the best day I've had in about three months. And now everything is upside-down! And there is NOTHING I can do to make it better. Not right now at least. There's just so much right now. Three hours ago the thought of the vacation coming up was able to make me go through the day with a smile on my face. Now I wish I hadn't ordered it. It would make everything so much easier. On the other hand, I think I need it more than ever.  I feel like going into the woods and scream! Fuck those silly little girls who think that the biggest problems in the world is acne, boys and what to wear! The worst part of it is that it isn't really my problem, I'm just that kind of person that gets really affected by other peoples problems and end up putting itself on myself to bear the responsibility, which again leads to me making the wrong choices and pushing the people closest to me away. I hate that. And I hate the fact that I have to sacrifice so much for people I don't even know, and don't even know if will ever accept me. I hate the fact that I'm not strong enough to stand up for myself, I just keep everything inside and end up crying my heart out when I'm alone. I hate the fact that I can't seem to make anyone happy. I hate the fact that I'm not the best at anything I try to do. I hate the fact that I am as scared as I am. Of myself and what I do. And last, I hate the fact that I can't even seem to get it right while typing it here. Sometimes I think I would be happier in a mental institution. I am going mental! I am so going to watch the worst/saddest film ever and cry my eyes out tonight . …If I own a incredibly sad film…

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There is so many blogs out there now, I keep having this ambivalent feeling about having one myself. My sister will always sigh and say “You just have to be different, don’t you!”.
Its not that I have to…But I really hate the thought of being like everyone else. But then I discovered a new blog today. It belongs to one of my youngest sisters who lives in the States with my mom and dad. She had not told me she had a blog, and probably doesn’t know I have one either. I thought she was too young for this kind of stuff, and she probably thinks I’m too old. Funny.
Her blog is the stereotype blog, with the classic 411 on what she spends her days doing. But I love it. I find it so endearing. It’s super sweet, just like her. Full of misspellings that makes me smile, even after a 13hour long day at work. Like “inuf” for “enough”.
Or maybe thats the way kids write “enough” these days and I’m just being an old fart. Hmmm

Anyway, check it out!

http://tinimartini.blogg.no/

-S-

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